As I sit here at 9:00 at night with the new Minions movie on and my four year-old son laying on my lap while I am blogging, with my husband snoring on the other end of the couch, I realize this is me in a nutshell at this time in my life. This is my introduction. I am a mom to 4 of the best humans who I take partial credit for and I am an entrepreneur slowly building my business since 2017 because being a present mom has taken precedence over everything else in my life this time around. I am in the duality of attempting to do and be both and this scene that I just described to you explains it all.

I say this time around because it wasn’t always like this. I have 3 kids that are grown ranging from 18-24 along with my 4 year old (two separate marriage but I’ll save that for another blog post). I was far from present with my first three. I lived life very unconsciously until I was about 35 years old, when I woke up to the truths about life, myself and my wounds in relation to life. 

That’s why I’m here. That’s why I’m writing. To share what I’ve learned in the last 40 something years of my life. From before living life consciously to after. From living and acting from my wounds to living and acting from an open heart. From walking around with protections galore to the sensitive and vulnerable being that I show up as today. 

The easier part for me in this entrepreneurial journey as a coach, writer and speaker has been to ride with all the lessons and provocations that Life presented me with. (And that says a lot!)  I have developed a kind of grit like no other yet the hardest part for me has been to then show up and take up space as if what I have to say matters, after years of living in the shadows and feeling invisible next to another. This has been my greatest work realizing and embodying my true power, and I am excited to take you all along for the ride because I sure as fuck know it’s gotta all be for a good reason. There’s no way God would throw me into all that he has without a reason and a divine purpose to it all. 

I have so much to share to support all of you reading right now. To meet you in your own humanness. In your own wounds, vulnerabilities, shadows and not-so-pretty parts. Today, I do have the life that I used to dream about years ago, even if it sounds uneventful right now with my Minions scene that I described earlier! : ) It’s all due to receiving the medicine that Life had to offer me, yet first it was actually learning what that medicine was because it doesn’t come in the forms that we think it would.

I’m as real as they come and have an uncanny ability to see you deeply and meet you in all that you are and all that you’re not as I share myself and my journey with you. Together, we will translate the language that the Universe/Life/God is speaking to you, as you reach for and receive all that you ever dreamed of. Sometimes the greatest actualized dream is the feeling we have in the ordinary, not-so-fancy moments. Thank you for being a part of mine.  I am grateful you are here. 

From my heart to yours, 

Nikki xo