I'm Nicole aka Nikki
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Teacher of the Self, Speaker, Writer, Wife & Mom of 4
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Life provides the medicine we need when we are willing and open.
I am a guide on your path that will help you to understand and receive what that medicine is so that you can reach all of your deepest desires.
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In 2014, I left a safe and familiar life to go after the desires that had been secretly in my heart for years.
I finally chose me and got a divorce after 16 years of marriage to set out on a journey to create the love and life that I dreamed of. Upon this journey,
I encountered all the flying monkeys and came face to face with all the things getting in my way of allowing these desires.
I innately knew I was meant for more.
The biggest one being not feeling safe to be ME.
My journey for the past decade has been about coming home to mySelf. The Self I was before my upbringing and society told me I needed to be someone else. The Self I was before my wounds took over and hijacked the real me.
For most of my life, I felt like I needed to be “fixed”. I felt like something was existentially wrong with me, just in my very existence of being mySelf. Little did I know that the relationship, life, family & business that I was dreaming of was a bi-product of how I learned to face, allow, and embrace the real me.
Today, those dreams have become my reality yet little did I know that the greatest treasure I would receive would be connecting with mySelf the way that I craved to connect with another.
All my life I’ve had a keen awareness for truth. For someone showing up inauthentically. For someone who was disconnected from their true Self and aligned path. I had an instant knowing of where they were being dishonest with themselves and the world. And truth is, they most likely weren’t even aware of it themselves yet.
All my life I’ve had a keen awareness for truth. For someone showing up inauthentically. For someone who was disconnected from their true Self and aligned path. I had an instant knowing of where they were being dishonest with themselves and the world. And truth is, they most likely weren’t even aware
of it themselves yet.
It’s a universal pain that we all share.
It’s a universal pain that we all share.
Suddenly these women return home to themselves and create a whole new level of intimacy they never knew before. They finally take off their self-imposed masks and welcome back the disowned parts they once deemed wrong or bad. They embrace these shadows and learn to love and accept all of them, which then allows the world to do the same.
Suddenly these women return home to themselves and create a whole new level of intimacy they never knew before.
They finally take off their self-imposed masks and welcome back the disowned parts they once deemed wrong or bad. They embrace these shadows and learn to love and accept all of them, which then allows the world to do the same.
They finally meet their defense mechanisms that have kept their hearts safe and slowly begin to feel the very things these mechanisms protected in the first place. With this, they find themselves in flow with life and all the things, people, and opportunities meant for them. They no longer try to become who they think others want and instead show up as their true Selves, knowing that whoever this isn't enough for isn't meant for them. This allows who and what is, to make its way in with ease. They let go of "strategy" to create what they desire and begin to have fun with the journey.
They finally meet their defense mechanisms that have kept their hearts safe and slowly begin to feel the very things these mechanisms protected in the first place. With this, they find themselves in flow with life and all the things, people, and opportunities meant for them. They no longer try to become who they think others want and instead show up as their true Selves, knowing that whoever this isn't enough for isn't meant for them. This allows who or what is to make its way in with ease. They let go of "strategy" to create what they desire and begin to have fun with the journey.
It’s my personal secret superpower that supports my calling in this world as I now guide and support women in coming home to their truth, so they can allow their deepest desires.
It’s my personal secret superpower that supports my calling in this world as I now guide and support women in coming home to their truth, so they can allow their deepest desires.
The hardest part about this human experience is allowing ourselves to actually be who we truly are. To show up in the world and take up space simply for being “us”.
We live in a world that tells us who we “should” be. What we “should” do.
What we “should” look like and how we “should” live our lives.
The hardest part about this human experience is allowing ourselves to actually be who we truly are. To show up in the world and take up space simply for being “us”.
We live in a world that tells us who we “should” be. What we “should” do. What we “should” look like and how we
“should” live our lives.
We lose our magic as we try to morph into fake versions of ourselves to be loved, accepted, and wanted.
We lose our essence.
We abandon ourselves, which is why partners, money & clients abandon us.
We lose our magic as we try to morph into fake versions of ourselves to be loved, accepted and wanted.
We lose our essence.
We abandon ourselves, which is why partners, money, & clients abandon us.
The more you that you become, the more your dreams will simply land upon your path.
When I finally decided I had nothing to lose and became willing to lean into my fears to show up as the real me, my husband came into my life with ease and my business began to soar. I let go of my ego's projections and I allowed it all to come in. The thing that was deemed as my "too-muchness" all my life was the very thing that my husband loved most about me, as well as what my community loved too. In order to arrive at this place of feeling safe to be me, I had to allow identities to die more times than I could count, which allowed for rebirth over and over again. I reclaimed and learned to love these lost parts of mySelf, so I was able to share them with others. I had to let down my armor and instead sit in my inadequacies and befriend them. I learned surrender. I softened. I allowed. I slowly opened my heart back up to receive all that life was waiting to gift the real me.
When I finally decided I had nothing to lose and became willing to lean into my fears to show up as the real me, my husband came into my life with ease and my business began to soar. I let go of my ego's projections and I allowed it all to come in. The thing that was deemed as my "too-muchness" all my life was the very thing that my husband loved most about me, as well as what my community loved too. In order to arrive at this place of feeling safe to be me, I had to allow identities to die more times than I could count, which allowed for rebirth over and over again. I reclaimed and learned to love these lost parts of mySelf, so I was able to share them with others. I had to let down my armor and instead sit in my inadequacies and befriend them. I learned surrender. I softened. I allowed. I slowly opened my heart back up to receive all that life was waiting to gift the real me.
How safe does it feel to allow another in that close to truly see all of you? To see all the things you feel like you need to hide or cover up about yourself? Are you willing to embrace and understand the parts of yourSelf you thought you had to hide in order to be loved and accepted? Are you willing to let go of who you thought you had to become in order to be enough, to be who you truly are?
It all begins with a willingness.
A willingness to face yourself to no longer stay in the same pain of feeling unlovable and not enough.
A willingness to let go of being "ok" with not getting what you truly desire in all areas of
your life.
A willingness to disarm and open your heart.
A willingness to finally allow yourSelf to be seen and loved in all of your so-called imperfections.
How safe does it feel to allow another in close to truly see all of you? To see all the things you feel like you need to hide or cover up about yourself?
Are you willing to embrace and understand the parts of yourSelf you thought you had to hide in order to be loved and accepted?
Are you willing to let go of who you became to be enough, to be who you truly are?
It all begins with a willingness.
A willingness to face yourself & no longer stay in the same pain of feeling unlovable and not enough.
A willingness to let go of being "ok" with not getting what you truly desire in all areas of
your life.
A willingness to disarm and open your heart.
A willingness to finally allow yourSelf to be seen and loved in all of your so-called imperfections.
There’s no greater power than the woman unafraid of showing herself to the world. Who feels so grounded in herSelf and her vision for her life, that very little can shake her.
When we do this work, we become unstoppable...
When we do this work,
we become unstoppable...
This is where the magic happens!
This is where the
magic happens!
And I’m here to walk beside you in doing so.
I was once like you where I used to think that I had to earn love and approval. I used to think I had to be anyone other than mySelf to "get" someone to choose me. And what I have come to know is that we all get to be us right now, in all that we are and all that we are not. All that matches our truth will always show up. You don't need to be fixed. You need to be accepted. All that you dream of wants the real you.
I was once like you where I used to think that I had to earn love and approval. I used to think I had to be anyone other than mySelf to "get" someone to choose me. And what I have come to know is that we all get to be us right now, in all that we are and all that we are not. All that matches our truth will always show up. You don't need to be fixed. You need to be accepted. All that you dream of wants the real you.
The you that you were before you learned it wasn't safe to be her. Before you had to earn love. Earn approval. Before you learned to sacrifice your truth for others' comfort . Before you learned who you had to be to survive.
The you that you were before you learned it wasn't safe to be her. Before you had to earn love. Earn approval. Before you learned to sacrifice your truth for others' comfort . Before you learned who you had to be to survive.
The love you desire. The life and business you dream of. The money you crave. The house and family on your vision board. All of it. It all becomes yours in miraculous ways simply by connecting with & showing up for yourSelf while embodying more of you.
We tend to spend the whole first part of our lives trying to be who we think we need to be and then one day we wake up and realize we’ve been living out of alignment with our truth and that’s why life has felt like such a struggle. This is a pivotal moment. From this point we only have two choices. We can either go back to sleep and continue to go against the flow or we can decide to burn everything down and BE-come...
The love you desire. The life and business you dream of. The money you crave. The house and family on your vision board. All of it. It all becomes yours in miraculous ways simply by connecting with & showing up for yourSelf, while embodying more of you.
We tend to spend the whole first part of our lives trying to be who we think we need to be and then one day we wake up and realize we’ve been living out of alignment with our truth and that’s why life has felt like such a struggle. This is a pivotal moment. From this point we only have two choices. We can either go back to sleep and continue to go against the flow or we can decide to burn everything down and BE-come...
To embrace your secrets and turn them into your greatest superpowers.
To welcome back your "too-muchness" & go after the love and life of your dreams.
To finally honor that nudge that has been quieted for so long.
To unlock your own radiance and what sets you apart from everyone else in this world.
To BE-come you again and allow all the love, intimacy, ease, joy, opportunities, and prosperity that it comes with.
To embrace your secrets and turn them into your greatest superpowers.
To welcome back your "too-muchness" & go after the love and life of your dreams.
To finally honor that nudge that has been quieted for so long.
To unlock your own radiance and what sets you apart from everyone else in this world.
To BE-come you again and allow all the love, intimacy, ease, joy, opportunities, and prosperity that it comes with.
Welcome home,
Welcome home,
my beauty...
my beauty...
MY STORY
If there is anything I have learned on my journey that I want to
share with you it is that
The things we avoid will continuously manifest themselves in our lives until we face them
“Radical honesty and responsibility create miracles in your life.”
THESE ARE YOUR WINGS
It’s pretty easy yet we make it hard when we try to
protect ourselves with distractions and avoidance.
We fear facing the very things that will set us free.
The things that we know we secretly feel yet don’t want to
acknowledge because it would make us “bad” or “wrong”.
Yet this is the alchemy waiting to transform your life and hand you your desires.
The intricate places that have all collected dust within yourSelf are
begging for your awareness to look at them...
It’s pretty easy yet we make it hard when we try to protect ourselves with distractions
and avoidance.
We fear facing the very things that will set us free. The things that we know we secretly feel yet don’t want to acknowledge because it would make us “bad” or “wrong”.
Yet this is the alchemy waiting to transform your life and hand you your desires.
The intricate places that have all collected dust within yourSelf are begging for your
awareness to look at them...
To Penetrate them...
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TESTIMONIALS
For someone that has always been the “strong one”. The one that doesn’t cry. The one that mothers and fixes and gives her entire self to making others happy. The one who held all the sadness and pain inside. To finally take that leap of faith into the unknown. All that fear. Investing in ME for once. Letting go of being the fixer of everyone…to becoming the fixer of ME. The last 3 months, I went deep in all the things that I never realized I was harboring. My mother, my childhood, my past relationships. To allow myself to feel. To let the anger turn into sadness, turn into forgiveness, turn into love. To be true to myself and my desires and putting it out there for the world…just WOW!
This has been my journey so far. And it’s only the beginning. What Nikki has done for me and what we unleashed. I can’t even put into words. All those years of wanting but not pulling the trigger. Finally giving ME, what I never even knew I needed. Living the day to day, the mundane life.
So many doors to open yet passing by all of them.
That life for me is over! Thanks to Nikki. My coach, my mentor, my friend.
Kelly Collins
Being supported in a healing container with Nikki has been the best investment I’ve ever made in myself. Every single session was so powerful — she taught me how to truly drop into my body, open my heart space, and presence my emotions. I don’t have enough words to describe how much love entered my life from embodying myself so fully. From moving to my dream city, to attracting an overflow of wealth, to magnetizing new friends & fun dating experiences, I’m forever grateful that Nikki helped me hold my visions high (especially through challenging moments). Nikki is such a gift, and one of the kindest and most loving souls you will ever meet! Highly recommend being in any of her spaces and working with her!
Betty shen
Working with Nikki Amaturo was the greatest decision that I have ever made, because she changed my entire life. I began working with Nikki three years ago after a break up. Nikki held space for me, and always guided me to where I needed to go. She taught me how to love myself, and how to co-create with the universe to have the life I desired. Nikki is someone that feels safe to open up to, listens without judgment, and makes you feel safe knowing that you are always being supported. Since working with Nicole, I created my dream love, and she has inspired me to create my own business. Working with Nicole is the greatest gift that you can give to yourself.
Elizabeth Goncalves
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to receive love and life more fully.
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