I finally chose me and got a divorce after 16 years of marriage to set out on a journey to create the love and life that I dreamed of. Upon this journey,
I encountered all the flying monkeys and came face to face with all the things getting in my way of allowing my desires.
Today all of those dreams have now become my reality yet little did I know that the greatest treasure I would receive was reuniting with, tuning into,
and embracing my truest ME.
The day I came home to the very thing that was my magic was the day I truly began living again. The thing that was deemed as my "too-muchness" all was my life was the very thing that Life was calling me to embrace and embody again. On this sacred path, I have died more times than I can count and been reborn over and over again reclaiming and loving those lost parts of mySelf. Looking at my shadows. Sitting next to them and no longer needing them to leave and instead embracing them. I’ve let down my armor. My defense mechanisms. I’ve sat in my own inadequacies. I’ve surrendered. I’ve softened. I’ve allowed. I’ve slowly opened my heart back up to receive life.
And in this, I've allowed others to fully see all of me.
I’ve allowed the world to truly see me. To know the depths of my own wounds and how
they have been alchemized leading me to my greatest joys.
I have sat in the void of nothingness as I dismantled my personality and everything I thought I was to become who I am meant to be in this world. And there’s always still more to go. What I’ve found is that this has led to a life of true EASE. More joy. More intimacy. More presence than I ever knew.
I used to think that I had to “do’ to earn this type of life. And what I have come to know is that the journey is less about doing and more about BE-coming. Becoming more of ourSelves. Living our truths. Facing our demons. Honoring our desires. And BE-ing in flow with where Life wants us.
The you that you were before you learned it wasn't safe to be her. Before you had to earn love. Earn approval. Before you learned to sacrifice your truth for others' comfort . Before you learned who you had to be to survive.
The love you desire. The life and business you dream of. The money you crave. The house on your vision board. It all becomes yours in miraculous ways simply by showing up for yourSelf and embodying all of you.
We tend to spend the whole first part of our lives trying to be who we think we need to be and then one day we wake up and realize we’ve been living out of alignment with our truth and that’s why life has felt like such a struggle. This is a pivotal moment. From this point we only have two choices. We can either go back to sleep and continue to go against the flow or we can decide to burn everything down and BE-come...
To embrace your secrets and turn them into your greatest superpowers.
To welcome back your "too-muchness" & go after the life of your dreams.
To finally honor that nudge that has been quieted for so long.
To unlock your own radiance and what sets you apart from everyone else in this world.
To BE-come you again and allow all the love, intimacy, ease, joy, opportunities, and prosperity that it comes with.
Welcome home,
babygirl...
“Radical honesty and responsibility create miracles in your life.”
For someone that has always been the “strong one”. The one that doesn’t cry. The one that mothers and fixes and gives her entire self to making others happy. The one who held all the sadness and pain inside. To finally take that leap of faith into the unknown. All that fear. Investing in ME for once. Letting go of being the fixer of everyone…to becoming the fixer of ME. The last 3 months, I went deep in all the things that I never realized I was harboring. My mother, my childhood, my past relationships. To allow myself to feel. To let the anger turn into sadness, turn into forgiveness, turn into love. To be true to myself and my desires and putting it out there for the world…just WOW!
This has been my journey so far. And it’s only the beginning. What Nikki has done for me and what we unleashed. I can’t even put into words. All those years of wanting but not pulling the trigger. Finally giving ME, what I never even knew I needed. Living the day to day, the mundane life.
So many doors to open yet passing by all of them.
That life for me is over! Thanks to Nikki. My coach, my mentor, my friend.
Kelly Collins
Being supported in a healing container with Nikki has been the best investment I’ve ever made in myself. Every single session was so powerful — she taught me how to truly drop into my body, open my heart space, and presence my emotions. I don’t have enough words to describe how much love entered my life from embodying myself so fully. From moving to my dream city, to attracting an overflow of wealth, to magnetizing new friends & fun dating experiences, I’m forever grateful that Nikki helped me hold my visions high (especially through challenging moments). Nikki is such a gift, and one of the kindest and most loving souls you will ever meet! Highly recommend being in any of her spaces and working with her!
Betty shen
Working with Nikki Amaturo was the greatest decision that I have ever made, because she changed my entire life. I began working with Nikki three years ago after a break up. Nikki held space for me, and always guided me to where I needed to go. She taught me how to love myself, and how to co-create with the universe to have the life I desired. Nikki is someone that feels safe to open up to, listens without judgment, and makes you feel safe knowing that you are always being supported. Since working with Nicole, I created my dream love, and she has inspired me to create my own business. Working with Nicole is the greatest gift that you can give to yourself.
Elizabeth Goncalves
The Idea of Forever, Safety vs. Desire, Mystery, & A Million New Partners Within
The Same One
Nikki's Story
& Life Reflections
Ordinary Moments As A Mother and Beyond
Get to know Nikki.... intimately.
Nikki sends out channels of the heart. She shares what’s alive within her,
along with an inspired invitation to meet your own edges
and receive life, love and business more fully.
You're all signed up! Keep your eyes on your inbox for your next steps.